Happy House..just when I thought I had them all a new one!
October 10, 2009
Happy House..just when I thought I had them all a new one!
Originally uploaded by Karen Apricot New Orleans
Happy House..just when I thought I had them all a new one!
Then God Created Gumbo , New Orleans
October 4, 2009
Then God Created Gumbo
Two years ago, on August 22, 2007, I arrived in the South, wide-eyed, enthusiastic about all the change around me. I came down to New Orleans from a small town in Wisconsin – a town where I was a big fish in a little pond, surrounded by other fish that looked like me, spoke like me, and behaved like me. It was comfortable, life in Wisconsin, knowing what to expect and not having any unusual activities to throw me off guard or create a sense of urgency or panic. Some may even call my life in Wisconsin idyllic. I packed my car with only the essentials – photos, movies, books, clothes, DVDS, an awesome sound system and my fiance. We left not knowing what was ahead for us – except that we needed change.
I remember well driving into New Orleans for the first time, pointing out to my husband all of the things I had never witnessed in real life, only read about in books or seen in movies. Look at the trees! Look at the houses! Look at the buildings! Look at the people! I was a stranger in a strange land, breathing it all in, embracing it, ready to call it home. The first time someone called me ‘baby’ at the gas station, I thought they were hitting on me. It took me a while to figure out that you could make U-Turns on the streets down here without the red and blue lights of a police officer following you and giving you a scolding at best, a ticket at worst. The rain even fell different down here. This small town girl experienced life in a big city – thee city – for the first time. Even with the enthusiasm I had towards New Orleans and it now being my home, I still felt different, like I didn’t belong. No one made me feel unwelcome, but there was just something that made me different – something other than my mid-west roots. It bothered me for a long time. At times, it made me anti-social, conscious of my differences, of how I wouldn’t belong. I took pride in living in New Orleans, but, well, I wasn’t from New Orleans. I’m a survivor, but I didn’t have the built-in quiet strength found in people from New Orleans. I didn’t have the ability to just forget about my problems, if even for a little bit, and enjoy life. I hadn’t yet figured out how to dance and sing at a funeral, instead I wept and mourned and took pity.
It wasn’t until recently that I felt like I belonged, that I could take great pride in being from this region, and not end every sentence telling people I live in New Orleans with “but I am originally from Wisconsin.” It was over my first bowl of gumbo.
I had been invited to the home of a new friend, a woman I met in a community of writers that got together once a week and sat in silence and wrote. We didn’t share what we were writing with one another, nor did we engage in conversation - about writing or not – we just all congregated to the same place and spent three hours a week doing nothing but writing. After that three hours were up, we would tell each other we would see one another next week, and we left. After one of these sessions, Rosa, a smart sixty-something native approached me.
“Child, come over to my house. Every fourth Thursday, my friends and I get together and make gumbo and catch up on life.”
I thanked her for the invitation, not sure if I would go or not. By the time Thursday came around, I was curious and had told myself I could always leave if I wanted to. I arrived at her house, surrounded by women of different ages and colors, but the youngest of the mix by far. The women were kind to me and saw my shyness. They tried to pull me out of my shell, to engage me. We were all assigned tasks in the kitchen so when we were done, we could put it in the collective pot and wait for it to simmer and cook. We gathered around, chit chatting about our lives, what we wanted, concerns for our children – for the city. I found myself in a scene from a movie, surrounded by good strong women, women who had seen too much tragedy in their lives but still put one foot in front of the other every day. As I ate my first bowl of gumbo, I realized that we were alike. We had the same worries, insecurities, and outrages. We wanted the same things – to ultimately have peace and be happy. I no longer felt like a stranger in a strangeland. I felt like I belonged, I could get rid of “from Wisconsin but moved here two years ago.”
“How yuh gumbo?” I was asked by Miss Dorothy, a seventy-something staple in the group.
“This is the first time I have ever had gumbo,” I confessed.
“Get used to it, child, you one of us now.” Ludy chimed in.
Thank God for that night, giving me a feeling of connection when I really needed it most. Thank God for gumbo.”
amanda, mandi, amy a new friend of mine on da facebook…a NOLAFemme
*kinda like my story but so much younger, and today
i am not so young and hip,
the photo is one i’d taken in June of 1977, on my first visit to New Orleans…
and took me back for years to come after that
shoot a thief (barricade)
September 9, 2009
New Orleans, Louisiana Skeletonkrewe polaroids
August 30, 2009
Originally uploaded by jeff lamb
skeletonkrewe documents New Orleans
last year as Gustav approaches, and continues a series
of fine work commemorating the 4th anniversay of Katrina,
the slide show,
http://www.flickr.com/photos/skeletonkrewe/sets/72157621759726219/show/
Charity Hospital, New Orleans Louisiana
August 30, 2009
Originally uploaded by M Styborski
It has become painfully clear to me now that there is no hope for Charity. LSU wants a shiny new sprawling medical complex and they don’t care what historic landmarks or neighborhoods or communities stand in their way. It’s been four years since Hurricane Katrina gave LSU and the State of Louisiana the Golden Opportunity to lock the doors on Charity. Since then it has languished, decaying day by day like the health of the citizens of New Orleans.
Mayor Nagin is a clueless, ineffective caricature of leadership, concerned more with lining his pockets than the well-being of this city. Governor Jindal is on the money train with his cronies and frat brothers at LSU, even though they have failed multiple times to find financing for their boondoggle. President Obama certainly could care less, otherwise he would have sliced us off a tasty hunk of that Stimulus Cheese to help solve the problem. So what can we do?
Let’s die.
Winter is coming and this gives us all a great opportunity to catch pneumonia and die. And when it’s time for all of us to go, let’s use our last breaths to crawl to the locked and boarded cyclone fence that surrounds Charity and shuffle off this mortal coil in mass protest. That’ll show ‘em! Piles of corpses surrounding the building, cough drops and throat lozenges clogging the sewers like so many discarded Mardi Gras doubloons and Moon Pies, rivers of phlegm and mucous running down Tulane Avenue to the river, and in each of our hands a can of LSU brand Chicken Soup with the handwritten message, “It’s not working.” Is that what it would take for someone in Baton Rouge to finally wake up and do something?
Unless of course, that’s exactly what they’re waiting for…
4 years later…. Katrina was just a storm, but the levees were the real story…
Originally uploaded by JustUptown
4 years later…. Katrina was just a storm, but the levees were the real story…
Remember, Never Forget
August 29, 2009
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August 28, 2009
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Originally uploaded by jeff lamb
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August 28, 2009
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August 28, 2009
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